Wednesday, December 19th, 2012
There’s only one thing you can do
with a sawed-off rifle, a low IQ, and curiosity
about human biology.
You awake at sunset, yourself still,
a storm-eye of boredom, drink, and LSD.
That’s the only thing that
ever made sense, was tidy or clean:
how convenient and pre-emptive excuses are,
arising out of capitulated-to
desires, imbibing, cussing, so many
‘good times.’
You were estranged from yourself,
not yourself, that night. But this is even truer
sober. We can guess your past